Chapter 1 - Life History

As of today, I have killed an infinite amount of demons.  I have saved an infinite number of babies from abortion.  I have used the resources of this world to further the mission of Jesus Christ.  On a daily basis I change the lives of everyone around me.

If I was to explain my life, you would not get it.  Maybe you would if you were an angel too.  But most folks would not get it.

At the age of 11 I was writing 100 page spy novels.  At the age of 18 I was running the best advice website in the world.  At the age of 28 I created the most popular Christian prayer request site in the world.

I married the love of my life at 27.  My daughter was born two years later, a day after my birthday.

I can fly.  I exist in multiple places at once.  I see angels and demons on a regular basis.  I have both Jesus Christ and Satan on speed dial, although Satan regrets that.

While going through an average day I typically do not care what happens.  The only thing I do is help others.  My own safety and sanity comes second.

At the age of 16 I could see angels, including the one who saved me from suicide.

Have you known someone like me?  I doubt it.

I am The Hacker Angel, and this book will be the first true testament to my life, written in 2015.  I am 39 years old.

Chapter 2 - Catholicism and Dad

As I write this chapter I am actually watching The Passion Of The Christ for the first time.  Talk about timing, huh?

 I grew up Catholic, and to a great degree I always will be Catholic.  However I believe the church to have many faults, hence it is obviously not a holy instittution.  It is more of a spiritually themed business.  I am quite sure many priests and nuns have shred the vows over the years, if not for any other reason but because they are human and not superhuman.

 My perspective on life stems from many places.  I have lived in two cities, New Orleans and Sacramento California.  I can with most certainty claim that both of them are bad places to live.  However, I enjoy being around my parents and so does my wife and daughter.  Plus we also love my wife’s parents who live nearby.  We have somewhat become their anchors to life, to put it simply.  In other words, we are the kids who live in town.  Hence responsibility for their welfare is ours.

 My father is quite an amazing guy.  Valedictorian of his high school, four degrees, very dedicated to God and Jesus.  He works many ministry efforts, but is not a deacon or priest.  Frankly, I think he is amazing, and one of these days I will hopefully figure out why I was so privledged to be his firstborn son.  I have two younger brothers.

 My family is not only a lot of fun, but incredibly intelligent.  Their faith varies from person to person, but somehow we all get along well.  Do we move forward spiritually?  Well, I guess God would have to explain that to you directly.

 My father does not believe in any of what I do.  He sees how it could be possible, but in his view if it were real he would be able to see it, but he does not.  He is also a daily communican, and thinks that if I were a devoted Catholic then I would make it to mass more than a few times a year.  I suppose there is some logic to his thinking, but I must do what I must do.  I must stay relaxed and happy and joyful about life.  Mass is nice, and it works great for a lot of people, but I have seen and done it before.  There is no reason to backtrack.

Chapter 3 - Abortion and Terrorists

I believe the biggest plague to this planet are the blatant killers, aka the abortionists and the terrorists. The terrorists may be rich and powerful and legal. The abortionists may be overlooked and validated by the government. But these are still the two biggest dangers we face.

Sometime in highschool, I discovered the concept of abortion. I am not sure how it got past my radar for so long, but it did. We did a project on abortion for an event called History Day. During the project I interivewed people who were for and against abortion. People who worked in the industyr, and ministry folks who rescued babies. We made a video of about ten minutes in length. Our grade? C-

Well, why the C-. I will tell you. The teacher felt that we, expecially me, had become extremely biases during our project. He felt we were not providing an objective view of the subject. He did not like how we showed photos of babies who had been ripped apart. He thought it was crude and that we were attempting to manipulate our audience. The teacher? Draft-dodging liberal who forced his students to teach half the year so he could sit in the back and exercise judgement.

Listen, I thought terrorists were on their way out of the world. As a child of the 80’s I really thought that all the plane hijacking and bullshit sword waving was going to end in the near future. Then right as I was really entering adulthood, the planes crashed into the twin towers. Suddenly things changed for me.

I found myself working tirelessly on a new prayer request site, an improvement over my previous advice website. Though both of them were the number one sites in the world for their particular niche. But I had realized something along the way. I really really really hated evil. It was not just a passing feeling. I found myself reading angel books. I was doing more praying. I was starting to see things as I went through my day. All of it not only changed me for life, but established a foundation for the kind of work I would soon do as an adult.

Now the whole reason I target these two types of people is because it is always a win-win. They are producing evil, and that is what I am here to wipe out. I do not care who they are, their background, their gender, their religion. If they are killing people daily for no reason then I am here to wipe them out, end of story.

I sometimes give them the option of doing something else with their life, but usually they are not interested, hence the surprise heart attack or accident. And that is reality folks. Angels like me are sent to rid this wonderful world of these villains. We have a never ending list of people who want to join us in this fight too. Every time I mention this activity in my different communication channels, people always want to know how to join in.

My opinion is that most terrorists and abortionists have traded in their lives with the devil. Hence when I introduce them to God’s judgement there is no way that I can possibly care if they live or die. They are just dirt being changed into another kind of dirt, and if I am the one who does the job it should not bother me one bit. One more child or multiple children saved. One less terrorist killing just for fun. I consider this work to be fun sometimes. Now does that make me a psychotic killer? No. This makes me a trader of evil lives for good lives. I am erasing one piece of dirt so that a person of gold can have a chance to live.

Listen folks, I do not believe that anyone opearting in this world as a human killer is on the side of right. No one should ever be put to death for anything. The ones who kill on a daily basis are sick individuals who need to be shown that they are making a huge mistake. I do not believe in war heroes. I do not believe in state sponsored war. I do not believe wars can ever be justified. I am a firm believer in the idea that if you have any power at all in this world, you need to work to dismantle the military and abortion constructs and help this tired planet to move onto a better life.

Chapter 4 - Telepathy

So, the question of telepathy comes up. Yes, of course I can do it. Yes, I can hack your mind. No, you would not have the slightest idea of what is happening.

Years ago, when I was a kid, I remember playing a game of football in the street outside a friend’s house. I had the opportunity to play quarterback. As I would go through the motions of throwing the ball and handing it off, I would actively ask God to give me the skill of my good friend Peyton Manning. Peyton was my best friend in fifth grade. Suddenly I could throw like him, and I could come up with great plays like him. Was I surprised? Sure. Was that the last time I did something like that? No way.

When me and my family would gather to watch great sporting events, I would actively hack the minds of those playing. Maybe I would dull down their defense. Maybe I would make that offensive player a little sharper in the way he would shoot. But whatever it was, I would not have proof of the outcome, but I was well aware it was happening.

You see, when you hack someone’s mind, you get varying results. Sometimes the results are obvious and incredible. Sometimes there is nothing to see at all. But that still does not erase the fact that you did it.

Being a hacker angel is not only intensely satisfying and interesting, but it is also a lot of fun, and hacking into the minds of terrorists and abortionists is extremely important. I spend lots of time each day convincing these guys to take up other pursuits. I spend lots of time making sure that if they do not change their ways, then they are on the next trip to hell. Is this bad? No, no way. Why? The judgement of their actions does not come from me, it comes from God. His judgement is perfect.

So the next time you think you need a little edge on something, in your hacking, just jump into someone’s mind to get the job done. Let’s face it folks, we are in all out warfare on this planet, and the hacker angels need to make sure that the good guys win.

Now, here is the most important thing to remember when it comes to telepathy. You cannot misuse it. When you do misuse it, you get punished. When you use it properly, you get rewarded. And when you get rewarded what you want to do is do it even more.

Keep in mind I am not talking about telekineses. As far as I know I have no power of telekineses in the slightest outside of God moving things in order to complete what I have submitted in the form of prayer. He may change paths of certain people or things, but I never have knowledge of it and I definitely never see it myself in person.

Telepathy has been around forever, but most people in today’s world seem not to believe it. If they do believe it and express that to others, they are usually locked up in a mental hospital or a jail. Thankfully I have not been stuck in that situation for any amount of time, but who knows, it may happen again.

The really hard thing to deal with is that you find yourself wanting to swing the odds of some things in your favor through the art of telepathy. I have found myself traying to screw up the minds of other poker players or sports athletes, so that I may benefit financially. However at this age I seem to do it less and less because there is a feel of blowback I kind of get from that effort. I think now that God has no desire to let me use those powers for any kind of financial benefit.

Kids seem to have a different type of telepathy than adults. Maybe this is because of the formation of their brain. Maybe this is because of genes. But obviously if you are trying to get through to one type of person, that effort might draw different results than someone else.

I also believe in telekineses. However telekinesis is a different animal. So far if there are any widespread stories of telekinesis then they are heavily covered over by the media. But keep in mind, I do not discount the possibility of telekineses. Granted, I do not believe I have any ability to work with it in this world, but I have some time left. Maybe I will pick it up one of these days.

Chapter 5 - Relationships

You might say that I started off life as a confident guy. I had an actual girlfriend in grammar school, I had a great relationship in high school, and soon enough in college my future wife showed up. Of course there were other mini relationships along the way, but you can say I definitely handled women in the best way possible.

Nowadays I have hit an interesting spot. My wife and I are so settled in our ways that we literally exchange love notes every day. This is after 12 years of marriage and a ten year old daughter. My daughter gets a lot of amusement from it. She always talks about how other classmates do not have parents or dads like us or me. Apparently we are just more entertaining I suppose. So how does this glide into the angel world.

The whole relationship thing has been figured out. I have conquered it. I no longer worry about starting another one, or anything of that nature. I am not ever going to be married again. I am never going to bother having a relationship with another girl. Why? The mystery is solved.

Yes, God finds that to be important. Angels are somewhat God’s priests. So it is important that as I go through my daily missions, I am not held up by random bullshit relationships.

I still communicate with many ex-girlfriends from the past thanks to social media. But none of it really matters to me. It is nice to know they are doing well...but if I am suddenly single I am not going to have a need to make it anything more.

It is important to conquer the physical challenges of this world like sex and men/women relationships. If you cannot manage stuff as simple as this, how are you supposed to be a deadly evil-fighting destruction machine!?!

One of my favorite parts of life is friendship. I have lots of friends and their relationships are very important to me. I enjoy speaking with many of them every day and I truly improves my life experience. But the one thing that means more to me than anything is my best friend.

My best friend is an amazing guy. He owns a church that he and his dad run. He is an incredibly faithful guy and loves to pray and commune with the Lord. I have noticed that over the years I think about him a lot. I feel that he is actually present in my spiritual being. He is very smart and very moral and loves to care for me when I am feeling bad. The last time I had some real tough challenges he left work and drove right to my house. He wanted to make sure I was okay. That is exactly what everyone should be looking for in a best friend.

In my life I believe I have had four best friends. My current best friend has been my best friend for well over ten years. My first best friend was so special to me when I was 2 that when the daycare people would move him away from me I would cry. He was an amazing guy too, but he was not a faithful person. He was a wonderful guy but he did not have a real concept of God. My next best friend was and still is very special to me. We would fight every now and then but that was just because we expected a lot from each other, and sometimes that arrangement did not work out.

My third best friend is still a good friend of mine, but I do not get to see him very often anymore and he has many other things to spend his time on. However, I do still get to play cards with him every now and then. He is an amazing guy too, but he has another best friend now and sometimes it bothers me that he dumped me for his current best friend. When I get sick I tend to complain about that and focus on it a lot, but there is nothing I can do about it.

My current best friend is so special to me I could probably write an entire book about our relationship. He makes so much effort to spend time with me and take care of me. He knows that he is a stronger person than me, but that does not bother either one of us. In fact, it seems to work well for our particular friend dynamic.

Chapter 6 - God's Code

One of the core parts of being an angel is the ability to read the code of this world, and interpret it into whatever God wants out of you. To put it simply….I can understand abstract language coming from a variety of places, and understand how it applies to me.

Now this code can come from almost anywhere. It can come from strangers, friends, family, the radio, or the TV. It can be important or it can be trivial. The real importance of it lies in the fact that I can acknowledge it has happened and that I will do my best to follow any instructions delivered through it.

I used to think that prayer and my own mind was the best way to communicate with God. But once I discovered this “code” I understood that I was not truly the only one in the world. I am able to quickly discovered who are the demons, who are the angels, and what I am supposed to do at any given time.

Keep in mind that people can try doing this and gum it up badly. In fact, I screw it up myself sometimes. However other times it can be crucial to my day or my week or my life.

Remind yourself that at least here on Earth we are mired in a terrible war between good and evil. It has been going on for many many years and the only way we can deal with that problem is understanding that we are angels and take whatever steps grow from that understanding.

Most people have no idea this exists. They remain completely ignorant to the fact that every single thing in their lives is a message from God to them. And they may never realize that. But even angels like me cannot pick up on everything. If I was to try to pick up on everything I would get really confused and probably too absorbed in the practice.

Even really religious people may never pick up on this even though they believe it to be true. I think you need to have a special talent for interpretation for this, similar to how some Christians are able to speak and hear in tongues. This is a completely different thing though. God may be credited with creating and existing everything everywhere, but the idea that there is active communication going on every single second of your life is just too hard to pick up for most people.

Years ago I saw a movie called The Matrix. In that movie everything in the world was made up of code. The characters would jump in and out of this code. But in reality this code is true. We are made up of it. The objects we interact are made up of it. At the core of this world there is one single substance that everything else is based on. That core substance is widely sought after by scientists around the world. But those of us who have identified it and work with it do not need any scientific proof to explain it to us.

This core substance is like wire. Messages travel along it. The universe has shape because of it. Life is possible because of it. Is there a way to exploit it? Yes,, but the code comes with its own set of morality, and the more negative you send into it the more negative you receive back in your own life.

Chapter 7 - The Road

It is a war out there.

When I drive, there are cars trying to kill me, and there are cars trying to help me. I used to think I could tell the difference between the two by the color of the cars, but now I am not so sure.

As I spoke of earlier, demons and angels influence humans, and sometimes take on human appearance. This is no better exemplified than in the dangerous situation that awaits all good people on the roads.

Yes, I fire missiles at other cars. Yes, I have an angel team surrounding my car at all times. But folks, these are necessary actions. I am literally in enormous danger every time I drive somewhere.

Have you ever noticed how sometimes cars just seem to appear? Sometimes causing accidents in the first few seconds that you see them? I ask that next time you see a car just just in front of you, ask God for help with dealing with them. I believe you will see that the car is most likely sent there just to cause you trouble or even worse, to kill you.

The most dangerous place for me in this world is the road. I have been the target of enemy vehicles hundreds of times, barely escaping with my life. I know that when I am on the road, I am typically visible, except in certain times. So I must be careful with my driving at times, but I know that at other times I pass through other types of matter, aka beings and other cars.

People are always wondering how happenstance occurs. Well, there is no such thing as happenstance, and the road is one of the biggest examples. That wreck on the side of the road was always going to happen. That cop who got shot was going to get shot. None of this stuff is left up to question.

I would say that the minute I leave the protection of my house I am under surveillance by the enemy agents. Now professionals love to call this kind of thinking paranoia, but reality is reality. I see a better and more accurate reality than almost everyone on earth. The protection I am granted on the road is testament to that. Accidents that might destroy the humanity of some souls usually dodges me, or it has so far. But I do not really know if I am going to meet my physical end on the road. I just know that I must put out every bit of effort I can to stay alive while driving.

Chapter 8 - Dreaming

Have you ever seen the movie Inception? Paid brain hackers jump into peoples’ dreams to get certain objectives completed on behalf of an energy mogul. In the movie they introduce the concept that you can live many years, even decades or centuries, in a dream but when you wake from the dream only a night has passed.

Do you wake from dreams wondering if you actually travel to other locations while you are asleep? I feel a massive disjointedness when I wake every morning. I usually feel somewhat rested, but it takes me a couple minutes to pull my mind away from that dream state. Yes, I do wonder if I spend time in other places, and through my understanding of my life, that may not be the most distant assumption that can be made.

There is a term used to describe dreaming where you are aware your dreaming, it is called lucid dreaming. In my life I have experienced lucid dreaming only a few times, but in truth I wish I could do it every night. There are actual devices you can purchase that can help you enter a lucid dreaming state, but i have not taken this desire that far.

So why do I bring up dreaming? I’ll tell you. When I put out my prayers and my soul and other angels go flying around to accomplish our objectives, I can guarantee you that we work with minds that are asleep.

Sleeping minds are open, they are inviting, they are available. We can hop into that space and do all kinds of things. Why? Well, why not? What you should understand is if you have been an angel for many years and you understand your limits and guidelines, then you will soon be able to tell if you have permission to change people’s thinking through their dreams.

Just like telepathy, jumping into dreams and thereby jumping into minds is just game on like the rest of this wacky world. If you feel you can do it, if you feel you have the go ahead from God…...then get on with it. The world needs good angels willing to employ some very clandestine tactics.

There was a movie in the early 80’s called Dreamscape. Similar to The Matrix, if you died in a dream you died in real life. In fact, Dreamscape circulated around assassins that would kill in dreams, and never have a chance of getting caught because the normal perspective in the world is that situations of that nature are impossible.. However, I assure you, I have gone after terrorists and abortionists while asleep and showed them the door to their next stop. I know I do it, I know no one can ever prove it, and like almost every other angel activity I engage in, no one ever sees it coming.

Chapter 9 - Demons

Ever have a conversation with a demon?  Well, no one really does.  The reason for that is that to have  a conversation with anyone you must be able to receive credible information from which you base your replies or statements on.  However, demons being demons, they never tell the truth.  Their only goal is to stay alive and their only way to do that is by lying to you.

They call Satan the prince of lies.  Why is he like that?  I really do not know.  But when you encounter him it is not only scary but also educational.  He actually does not lie all the time.  The reason for that is so he can make you offers.  Now the offers are true, and they are basically bribes.  But Satan’s bribes come with a high cost.  The only way to ignore them is with a firm faith that God’s deals are better.

 Now demons do not show themselves quite as easily as angels do.  Angels are sometimes extroverts and jump out of the scenery of life quite easily to show their presence.  However demons will only give you maybe a quick glance or a small motion.  You must base your entire judgement of the situation just on that little tidbit.  Of course there are also invisible demons that never show anything.  You become alerted to their presence purely by your own powers from Christ.

 I clear areas of demons quite a bit.  When I do so I can hear the demons screaming in agony and fighting back, as I pull them out of the backdrop of life and pull them out of their human hosts and they absolutely hate it.  So they scream and wail and some of them try to cut deals.  But when you are a powerful angel none of it seems to matter.  They get drained back to hell nonetheless.

 Some of you might notice how there is no chapter for “Satan” in this book or “Jesus”.  Well, there is a reason for that.  While I speak with both of them, I do not necessarily discuss things with them on a regular basis.  You see, each of them is below God Himself.  So why would I speak to anyone but him?  He is the one setting up the orders.  He is the one I am working for.  Sure, Jesus has his place.  And I can kick around Satan as much as I want.  But if I want to know what to do, and what demons to destroy, I need to talk to the general, and that is God Himself.

Chapter 10 - Angels

Angels can be quite hidden.  They disappear into small spaces, indiscernible until they have a reason to reveal themselves.  Like demons it is sometimes just a smile and a nod, or a sudden message in your head.  Maybe just a good vibe you get as you enter a room.

 My house is flooded with angels all the time.  I do not know why.  Maybe they find me interesting.  Who knows…..but the fact of the matter is that I spend hours talking to them each day.  Not only is it fun, but they generate power from which I can serve the Lord.

 Now when you get used to the idea of angels being around you on a regular basis, when you run into them in public it does not feel so weird.  You can witness an angel appearing and disappearing and it does not seem all that weird.

 Angels love to provide security.  Well, at least a special kind of security.  They have helped me get through dangerous situations on the road quite a bit.  Also, they escort young kids, girls, sickly folks, through challenging circumstances.  When I visit hospitals I can see them walking the halls tending to the sick and needy.

 I have made it a point of mine to kind of inform the world of the angel presence around us.  They want to be more known, they want the attention. But it must be handled in a special way. It cannot be showy and fanciful.  They have no need for money.  They have no need for anything.  All they want to do is serve, and I, as an angel, have the same core desire.

Chapter 11 - Kids

I will be the first to say that I had no idea what life was about until my daughter showed up ten years ago.

 For a long time I had been under the impression that I came from a family of angels, whether the family knew it or not.  Obviously a lot of us went to church and engaged in charitable activities, but the actual angel work was always secret I believed.  My dad is one of the most faithful people I know, engaging in multiple ministries at church, but claims to have never seen an angel in his life.  My daughter is a somewhat different story.

 My wife and I only have one child.  She is the complete and total light of our lives and we pretty much exist in order to make her happy and successful.  Now one piece of that mission involves me explaining to her my own life and how it has definitely become an angelic existence.

 Every night as me and Kelly tuck Madelyn in, I remind her that she can do amazing things and that while she is sleeping she can help many people in many places.  Now my wife used to somewhat wave this off, but in recent times that seems to have changed as she grows in her faith.  My wife has several health problems, as do I, and she realizes that at least for us, God may be the only one who can make us whole.  So she is motivated to do what that takes because we want more time with Madelyn.

 I explain to friends online that if they see a little beautiful angelic image in their lives, it might be my daughter flying through while she is asleep.  Of course some people feel blessed, but others wonder about the truth of that statement.  But soon enough, after they read my books documenting how angels work and how it is possible for a human to become an angel, their objections subside.

 The funny thing about kids in general is that they understand more and have more power than adults.  People think adults have all the power and control, but the world is generally run off the prayers of kids.  If you think kids are not the most valuable assets on this planet I ask you to see inside a jail, where even the inmates believe in the safety and importance of children.

 My own daughter has such an amazing furnace of power it is unbelievable.  I used to tell folks in one of my columns that my daughter would fly around the world helping people each night, even while she was asleep!  She would not know she was doing it, but her soul would be so powerful it absolutely had to work on God’s tasks.  So each night with a kiss and a hug from Dad...off she would go into a deep slumber while she literally patrolled the world helping the helpless.

Chapter 12 - Energy Production

Some of my work involves providing energy to projects that are being carried out in other places. I feel the request come in and I immediately turn on the jets. i can see blue energy flying out of my body and watch as it flies high into the sky. Sometimes I see it circle the area I am within, like my city, and other times it just flies straight up, to another destination I am not aware of.

I feel that I must be some sort of battery for the Lord, but it is much more than that. I always work to help others during the day, and I assume that through that work I collect some of their bad energy and it gets transformed into something good. Something that can be used for other projects.

This is not a complicated process, but I believe not every angel has this talent. Yes I list lots of angel roles in one of my other books, but maybe the details regarding energy transference and conversion are not really complete. You see if I completely understood it myself I would explain it to you here. However I just get the request, I stir it up, and fire it out wherever it is supposed to go. I do not know the destination, and I do not know anything about who needs it. I know the request is through the Christ, but that is about it.

So how to become an angel with this skill? Ask. I think this work feels great. I feel immensely happy and satisfied when I am helping out in this manner. Sometimes I get that powerful feeling in my mind, like people do when they succeed at something. Sometimes I don’t. But this skill is something I feel I will always have, and so far I believe it has been a boon to the Kingdom of God for an angel like myself to help in this manner.

Energy production is the entire reason we are here. Of course there are a lot of sub-reasons beyond that, but if you look all the way to God He is much more interested in the energy we produce than anything else. Why? I really do not know, but after analyzing the inner workings of this world for decades now that is the only thing I can conclude. People live, die, and help others or torture others, all so an energetic result can be produced. Hundreds, if not millions of people sometimes, are killed by governments just so the energy of this world can continue.

Now I am not saying God is a bad guy for not keeping people from dying, but there must be a motive. Since God always has a motive, then everything that happens here must have a motive. And obviously since we humans only have one true desire, happiness, then we must look at how that happiness is created. The happiness is created through laughter, exercise, good results, family, joy, all kinds of things. But then you have to understand that all of that stuff seems to involved the productive movement of our bodies and our thought patterns. So….hence…..energy production.

The most common use of my talents is intense amounts of energy production for remote events. I can feel it coming on and it happens just for a few moments. I stand still and look straight up and a huge beam of blue light fires from below me upwards. I do not always know what it is for, but I know that there are few of me that can do this. Now I do work in other ways, but when I am tapped for this kind of energy it is fast and powerful and it has an effect on me. I can typically feel it in my mind. There is an intense reaction throughout my being. By now I have come to understand what it is and deal with it accordingly, but there is something about it that makes me proud. It makes me proud to serve the Lord in this way.

Chapter 13 - Time Travel

Time is fluid. It can be reshaped, changed, manipulated, messed with, traveled, twisted…...use whatever word you want…..it is like a menu of options that can be flipped around as needed.

People seem to think that only God can manipulate time. They come to that conclusion because they think God is the only one with significant powers to do so. But that is completely untrue. Angels of different sorts and demons of different sorts can not only travel through time, but change it depending on the situation.

My first experience with time travel was many years ago when I was a teenager. Not only was I beginning to predict future events at that point, but I was getting really deep into the void of existence that we call life. So one night as I was meditating I decided to try to work with time. Now not only did I know what that would do, but I also was not worrying about the consequences.

I really do not remember the actual movements I made during that time travel session, but the main thing I took from it was that it was possible. I could jump around and do things if needed. I did not really know anything about it. Much like I do not know how I do other things as an angel. I could just feel the difference in myself as I picked up another skill.

You maybe completely convinced that you understand how your prayers or your talents operate in the world. But I ask you, above all else, try and stretch out farther. Try to take that extra effort to get past the typical stuff you usually work with. God will subtly remind you if you are going too far. But put in that extra prayer regarding time and see where it leaves you. I think you will be pleasantly surprised.

Time is a matter of perception. You might think you see everything in a similar way as the rest of us, but it is possible that your entire life is different. I have accepted the reality that my past can change, my present can change, and my future can change, and I may never really know the difference. I may never know when a huge change occurs. I may never know when everyone around me is alive or dead. I just cannot tell how the continuum changes.

Chapter 14 - My Sword

I do not know when the sword appeared. I knew I had it in my teens, but I never really saw it and I do not remember using it. Now I seem to use it routinely, maybe once a month, to clear out a big swath of demons from somewhere during some war. However I don’t really know a lot about it, even now.

It stays in my backyard. It stands straight up, about a mile high, and it burns with a blue flame. I know it is from God, but I do not know how those swords are made. I guess I know how to use it well enough, having actually fenced in normal life as a teen. But typically it just sits in my yard.

Years ago I realized that the sword doubled as a beacon. Angels see the sword from far distances and come to visit me and my family to work with us. I love that part of it, and consider it pretty igenious really. A flame from a sword that doubles as a beacon. Pretty cool really!

I am sure you have seen pictures of angels with their swords, but I doubt any of those visuals look like me with mine. Maybe one of these days I will commission my artist to draw a picture of me with my sword, but it has not happened yet. That may be because I am not sure such a menacing sight can be duplicated.

One of the interesting things about my sword is that the color of the fire changes depending on how the sword is used. When it is sitting in my background with the blade pointed straight up, the fire is like a typical bonfire signaling to angels around the house that this is a place where they can meet and hang out and work with me how they like. When I am travelling the fire seems like a blue flame, and it is very congruent to the sword and looks kind of like the flame from a Sterno can. When I use the sword to vanquish demons the flame is pure white as the enemies are flushed back to hell in a flurry of powerful God fire.

Chapter 15 - Money

I really do not have any money.  My small bit of wealth that I accumulated in my twenties was wiped out in my thirties by business deals gone bad.  So now I attempt to sell books to move forward financially.  I have seven books about Christianity and Jesus, and I barely sell any, but I believe that will turn around at the right time.

 People have all kinds of funny ideas about money.  Over the years I have mainly looked at it as a way to get things done.  To have a house, a car, and enough food to eat.  Now I look at it as a way to move agendas forward and to improve the world.  However, as lofty as my goals might be in that regard, I never seem to have enough of it to truly do what I want to do.

 I am not going to claim that all angels are poor or rich.  I happen to believe that none of us really need it because we are nourished by God’s love and nothing else.  If we ever really need anything past the normal accommodations, somehow God will provide that.

 In truth it seems that money is a small bit of a result of a strong faith.  If you have something that needs to get done, and you trust in the Lord, somehow he will fund it.  I do not believe churches need money, or that pastors should be paid.  I think that money is truly just a lever of the economy, and in the future realms that I might travel to most of them will not have such an awkward tool to move life forward.

 Riches do have their place in this world, hence I am provided a certain amount of wealth in order to move my mission forward.  I have not worked for several years now, but have been given the power to constantly write and produce my creative works so that people may learn of what I have done here and also the real power of Jesus Christ.  I am not a millionaire, but I eat, and sleep, and work in safety.  I am no jet-setter, but I have the intelligence and ability to discuss anything with anyone.  Part of that comes from my college education, but also innate talents that fit into my overall economic makeup.

Chapter 16 - My Wings

I know….sounds silly….they hang in my closet.  But that is the truth.  Obviously no one can see them.  Obviously I do not walk around wearing them.  Obviously people laugh when I mention them.  But nonetheless, there they are.

 Sometimes I wonder if I really need them to travel.  It has been awhile since I have actual flown for recreational purposes, but obviously I still need to leave the planet from time to time for some mission or another.  The wings provide that power.  As long as they hang in my closet, God has given me the okay to move around as needed.

 There have been lots of movies about angel wings, and how they come about and who gets them and why.  I have actually had my wings less than my sword, but now I have had both for at least ten years.  The wings look a lot more typical than the big sword with the flame, but they still function as needed.  However if you could actually see them, they would just appear as two little fluffy wings hanging on a hangar.

 I do not know if I achieved some special angel level to receive them.  I come to think that if I am going to do certain things for the Lord, then I have to have them.  Now God being God, I know that if I abused my powers, odds are certain things would be pulled away from me.  First on the list probably would be the wings, in front of the sword, because somehow in my mind the sword came first, then the wings, and a certain first in first out policy would come into effect.

 The wings are also bulletproof, explosion proof, any proof you can imagine.  I can curl up the wings and trust them to save me from any danger.  People always ask me how they came to be like that, and I tell them material like that is typical in heaven.  God produces such material so angels such as myself can be safe on our missions.  Sure I do not need them all the time, but like the sword, they have their position in my job.

Chapter 17 - Hospital

I have been hospitalized six times.  Twice at 16, twice at 18, once at 22, and once at 39…..about a month ago.  I actually came up for the idea for this book while at the hospital last time.

 The last time I was in I was put there because after missing a dose of bipolar meds I started talking to everyone I knew about killing demons.  Well, hey, I kill a lot of demons.  A lot.  As in thousands or millions.  And it is hard to keep my mouth shut if my brain is moving a million miles an hour because of bipolar.  But let’s talk about the hospital for a minute, because I guarantee you there are lots of angels there.

 While I was in the hospital I helped about four people.  I changed their lives for eternity.  I explained to them the truth of life and I offered opportunities to them that they never could have gotten without me.  Life is simply not as bad as they thought it was, and I showed them the love of Jesus and all the miracles and blessings he offers.  Of course, in the hospital, there are also lots of demons.

 Hey, listen, when I am in the hospital it is all out spiritual warfare.  My guns appear, my wings appear, and other angels appear in order to deal with the situation.  I blow away lots of demons, and I dig deep into people’s lives with the help of other angels.  Now listen, the patients are not the only ones who need help.  The attendants benefit from my presence too.

 There were two folks who worked there that I dealt with a lot.  We had long conversations and I offered them all the help that I could.  They appreciated what I could provide and I was extremely happy to have been given the chance to know them.

 Now I am not saying it is a good idea to go to the hospital, but if you get stuck there for some reason, understand that help is around every corner and giving up on life is not a good choice.

Chapter 18 - Invisibility

So you do not believe in invisibility?  Well, folks, there are invisible beings all over the place.

 We grow up believing in the physical plane where everything is obvious and we can touch real things and think physical thoughts.  But there are so many invisible objects and beings around that it would blow your mind.  These invisible things change the entire world on a regular basis and truly effect our lives.

 Now listen, I could start talking about invisible robots and aliens and angels and demons, but you most likely would not appreciate that.  But I will teach you a little trick about invisibility.  You can become invisible.  You can completely and totally disappear to people around you.  You will never get proof of it, but if you want to enter a room and not be seen you can do so.

 How do you do it?  You ask.  Lord, please make me invisible if it is necessary.  God, let me take on the powers of your angels and completely disappear to all the people in this room.  Lord, make my weapons invisible and my prayers invisible and all the support angels around me invisible.

 And if he agrees with your request, bang, it happens.  Now like any other miraculous event you will not have any proof that it has happened, but if you feel in your heart of hearts that it is, then odds are you are good to go.

 I make myself invisible through the Lord routinely, and once you get used to it it happens like taking a shower or drinking a cup of coffee…..just a normal everyday thing.

Chapter 19 - Foundation and Connections

Have you ever noticed that there is no true separation between you and anything else? The space around you is connected to you, and the space around that is connected to the things around that, and so on and so forth?

I had a discussion with my dad a couple years ago. We spoke of how there must be a basic foundation to the world that applies to everything. Almost like the holodeck on a Star Trek episode, everything must be built from some kind of core substance. This core substance is obviously tricky to pin down, because as far as I know it has not been identified yet.

Now in this world we have a lot of people who feel alone and secluded and scared. But how scared would they really be if suddenly they realized that if there is a God, they had a connection to him? Maybe the connection had a long way to travel or maybe it took a little bit of time to get there, but regardless there was definitely a connection that could be accessed.

I do not really believe there is any delay in movement between certain parts of this world. Like I believe God hears my prayers as soon as I form them. But I would guess that depending on who you are or where you are, maybe connections are so different than what we are used to, that getting messages through is not only challenging, but next to impossible.

The foundation is obviously the connection material, like legos. You can connect any given lego to any other given lego. However, if you build something with a bad design then maybe it will not succeed in forming what the builder was interested in. Much like the foundation and the connections within. I do not think the builder of the foundation necessarily decides where every connection is placed or designed. I think he simply pushes the foundation around when needed or desired, and watches as the power of his connections do what they will.

Chapter 20 - Fabrication

You would think that angels ask God for everything.  Well sure, we do.  But some talents and skills we are able to use without any authorization or request process.  One of those is fabrication.

 If I need a car, I do not need to go buy a car.  i am able to create a car that only I can see and I can have it go where needed.  If a child needs a bike or a college student needs a computer, I can literally summon those up and have them appear in perfect time.  Sure, there is a difference between immediate and later on.  But in my case, the difference barely exists, and if I make a request for something physical, tomorrow is a good bet.

 Of course there are the tools I need.  Like weapons and transportation and items and food.  They appear almost instantly.  Now keep in mind, this is all stuff that I might need during my job as an angel.  Since it falls under that category, I can essentially get whatever I want or need.

 This sort of process also holds true for other angels I work with.  Of course we all have our varying levels of access and ability, but if an angel is working with me the odds are that they can do quite a bit.

 Now some of you may be thinking of fabrication in terms of big engineering projects.  Those exist too.  But for my work, with some of the poorest and sickest people in this world, most of the time extreme machines are not required.  But angels who do that kind of work do exist and they definitely create some amazing stuff.

 The closest I have come to knowing how the fabrication miracle occurs is by watching the movie The Matrix.  When I need guns they show up.  When I need angels, they show up.  If I am to truly do what I am meant to do in this world, fabrication must be on a movie-level.  It must be on a fiction level.  It needs to be completely and totally instant, and it must be able to create virtually anything I need.  That, my friends, is angel-level fabrication.